2012-----Again a ridiculous new year

Fuck its new year again.What should I do alone in Bangalore party show me money,friends and transport.I have none.
2012 was ok for me I got Aratrika,NSN job with somehow a good package better than the Samsung guy.
I tried to socialize which was never ever my cup of Tea,thanks to my love.
2012 was great and will remember that puchu came to our family.
2013 what's in store who knows.

I was alone all the time till you came and kissed me.
I was dying all along till you came and revived me.
You and your smell still lingers with me all day long,
I have been cursed with limits of expression and still would echo all night and day-
Baby I love you too much.


Again words above are dedicated to Aratrika,will have to save this relationship at any cost.
Need to change job to Samsung or Toshiba this year and become marriageable.
Need to get back to poetry also this year.

Love you all,
Protect your dreams,see you in the next post.

Madhusala:I me and bookshelf with wine

In the past few months I have bought a lot of fiction novels,though not been able to read through each one of those.
HOST by Stephanie Meyer
I too had a love story Ravinder Singh.Though I did not wanted to buy this one but I had read the first part so had to buy.
Unaccustomed Earth By Jhumpa Lahiri
Delhi Noir : Brilliantly composed by Hirish Sawhney.

All of the above books except one had very attacking foreword which instigated strong urge within me to immediately buy those.
God Knows whether I am losing money cheaply buying those or not.
On one end my room-mate is getting paid 3000 bucks for tiring technical articles published in LFY and other hand I am losing money like this.

I should have stayed alone in Bangalore,its hard not to accuse yourself for being lazy after seeing people around you go way ahead in life.

What I have done to face myself in this way.I love my parents but love doesn't bring comfort.
I have to earn for them and for myself too.
When I lose a days struggle sitting inside the bus and reading novels gives me the comfort needed excessively.

Someday I will stay alone in one room open with 4 beer bottles with no un-necessary geek/boring/faltu public nearby lappy playing old hindi songs and with a novel infront.

I will name my drinking and reading room as Madhusaala.

"Ae Musafir peeno do hume jam masjid pe bait kar ya phir aisa jaga dikha jahan khuda nahin hai."

Life Sucks

Life had its own grievance on me wherever I go misfortune and pain follows.
I hate to study freaky technical article nowadays,it doesn't give me food for thought.But its the only thing that will help you survive amidst rat race in Bangalore.
I love work which I can carry on independently studying alone without having to speak with other odd freaky geeks but what I want opposite is what I get.
Changed from Wipro to come to ECI Telecom but life has its own take on this.
I switched at minimal hike some of my monkey looking frnds in KOLKATA are better package than me.
WTF I have got and what I have lost I don't know.
At least in Wipro I had become quite important and got a good manager who likes to trouble you with lots lots of work.
Here in my new work I am quite left out no one assigns me a quality work ,my friend in Samsung is growing fast doing meaningful work and see I am sucking life' s odd stick here.

My sister just got admitted.God just help her

Still Left Out

No work still for me ..........stuck in a left out project as an outsider I think Wipro's work culture is best at least it gives a lot of colleagues who are ready to talk to you.

ECI telecom work culture have left me stunned or is it my luck to get stuck!
I am going to battle it out.

Dislikes and Likes

Somehow I like staying late at office.Both Wipro and ECI hadn't altered ny habit.
What I will do returning home early,don't feel like studying,don't have interesting friends and lifeless bangalore sucks more at night.
I hate weekends it means I can't escape.
Everyday is same in Bangalore

Review of Baishey Shrabon 2011 .

Decided to give a synopsis of Baishey Shrabon after a lot of thinking.I read a lot of reviews and tried to gaze the pleothra of
views that viewers had.

See overall the acting of all the actors except Raima was good.Loveplot between Raima and ParamBrata not dealt with emotions but sex.
Prosenjit is good and whatever he has don for Srijit is enough to earn money.
Goutamda is good in giving out the frustation suffered by dead poet.
Abir is good in parts.
Now enough of strong things let come to vulgar,I think film could have been subracted with slangs in the scripts they could
have been omitted.
Serial killings led to hungry generations and then to something else....why?script is weaker in dealing with poetry.

I feel that acting will cover up for lack of plot in Srijit's Baishey Shrabon but if this film would not have been made then also
nothing would have broken in bengali film industry.

This film is an attempt to popularize slangs and western culture in bengali society and that too weakly.

Rating:2.5/5,,,,,,,,,,audience just go in there here the poetry recitation,songs and watch Prosenjit acting but when you come back home
give a thought what is the lesson that this film gave to u.....I am sure you will feel bad.

Joining ECI Telecom

First 3 days in this New organization have been frustating.........no work no induction just sitting with a laptop given .
I only wanted to stay in Bangalore and get a good package to show my Room-Mate that I have also done something remarkable...........oh god please make my experiences good