Life Sucks

Life had its own grievance on me wherever I go misfortune and pain follows.
I hate to study freaky technical article nowadays,it doesn't give me food for thought.But its the only thing that will help you survive amidst rat race in Bangalore.
I love work which I can carry on independently studying alone without having to speak with other odd freaky geeks but what I want opposite is what I get.
Changed from Wipro to come to ECI Telecom but life has its own take on this.
I switched at minimal hike some of my monkey looking frnds in KOLKATA are better package than me.
WTF I have got and what I have lost I don't know.
At least in Wipro I had become quite important and got a good manager who likes to trouble you with lots lots of work.
Here in my new work I am quite left out no one assigns me a quality work ,my friend in Samsung is growing fast doing meaningful work and see I am sucking life' s odd stick here.

My sister just got admitted.God just help her

Still Left Out

No work still for me ..........stuck in a left out project as an outsider I think Wipro's work culture is best at least it gives a lot of colleagues who are ready to talk to you.

ECI telecom work culture have left me stunned or is it my luck to get stuck!
I am going to battle it out.

Dislikes and Likes

Somehow I like staying late at office.Both Wipro and ECI hadn't altered ny habit.
What I will do returning home early,don't feel like studying,don't have interesting friends and lifeless bangalore sucks more at night.
I hate weekends it means I can't escape.
Everyday is same in Bangalore

Review of Baishey Shrabon 2011 .

Decided to give a synopsis of Baishey Shrabon after a lot of thinking.I read a lot of reviews and tried to gaze the pleothra of
views that viewers had.

See overall the acting of all the actors except Raima was good.Loveplot between Raima and ParamBrata not dealt with emotions but sex.
Prosenjit is good and whatever he has don for Srijit is enough to earn money.
Goutamda is good in giving out the frustation suffered by dead poet.
Abir is good in parts.
Now enough of strong things let come to vulgar,I think film could have been subracted with slangs in the scripts they could
have been omitted.
Serial killings led to hungry generations and then to something else....why?script is weaker in dealing with poetry.

I feel that acting will cover up for lack of plot in Srijit's Baishey Shrabon but if this film would not have been made then also
nothing would have broken in bengali film industry.

This film is an attempt to popularize slangs and western culture in bengali society and that too weakly.

Rating:2.5/5,,,,,,,,,,audience just go in there here the poetry recitation,songs and watch Prosenjit acting but when you come back home
give a thought what is the lesson that this film gave to u.....I am sure you will feel bad.

Joining ECI Telecom

First 3 days in this New organization have been frustating.........no work no induction just sitting with a laptop given .
I only wanted to stay in Bangalore and get a good package to show my Room-Mate that I have also done something remarkable...........oh god please make my experiences good

Review of "I too had a Love story"

I was reading this book with a lot of tension in head.........to find solace but couldn't find it.
Its good Love story but I felt like inspirations taken from Eric Seagal "LoveStory"
May be Ravinder Singh has been honest in choice of Names,Plot but at the end it doesn't came up
with much needed inner peace in me.

Boy Loves the Girl Girl Loved the Boy and at end the Girl dies and boy is left emotion dead.
Also the Boy works in Infy------------great like and he goes to Onsite like we go to Big Bazaar every month.

Ok above points are the things which may not suit everybody except that you are in love and you have a shonamoni.

If I have to rate this movie I will give 4 out of 10.First be in Love and then read this book.........otherwise you cannot appreciate it.

No Luck................Not even a little one

Dost Fail ho jaye to dukh lagta hai,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,but agar dost first ho jaye toh usse se bara jhatka lagta hai.

I just remembered this dialogue from 3 Idiots.Truth behind this was felt when my roomate got in Top MNC with double the package I am getting in my current company.

It was 27 May.....................1 month have passed till I am running to get one liitle job.

Maximum companies demand more by paying less keeping exaggerating rounds of tech interviews and unlucky me never gets passed through the last rounds of those cycles.

Last week I gave my best shot in one of the product based organization......................bunking my routine work spoiling leave not eating necessary breakfast ................I sat in one small conference room struggling whole day from 11.30 am to 5.30 pm(may be) giving interview. End result they haven't sent me a offer letter or a single call informing me about outcome of interview.

World is very cruel place...................perhaps bangalore is turning out to the central hub of this ugly fact.

I don't know how many more hiccups I have to suffer in this pursuit of happiness.

Tistaan

I was suddenly feeling very upset today because of ----------- reasons.
Some happy moments of my childhood came into my mind , suddenly series of flashback happened before me.
I was seeing my school,house where I lived for 22 years ...................now every thing is gone.
I used to live in Durgapur,my schooling(plus 2) I did from there only.
Durgapur---a small town with a big heart.I just remembered my old school ST Michaels School .
Its building, teachers and playgrounds are still precious to me.I googled to find whether there are any images of my old school but there was none...........I am left disappointed.

I have left durgapur in 2008 October Dad sold the quarter where I had lived for 22 years.It was recession time I had completed my engg and my company was delaying my joining.Financial situation in my family was crumbling next to nothing dad had to make decisions whether to keep Durgapur house or shift to kolkata where we had already purchased 2 room flat.
Keeping two houses was quite a luxury for a retired service man (my dad) whose half of wealth had gone to graduate his son and other half in procuring flat in kolkata plus mom's health operations.
So we sacrificed our dwelling place in Durgapur.
Quarter no 32 Jblock,Sagarbhanga the place where me,didi,ma and importantly baba lived for more than a decade had to be sacrificed because of financial needs.

So now here I am bangalore today 2010 last phase with no scope to retrace to my homeland durgapur , no way to secure my past.
House gone ,town gone but memories are there atleast I have contact with only 2 friends of Duragpur.
I always ask them the same question:
"Kemon ache amar Duragpur??????"

And I know I will never feel the warmth of the city again.

Empty hands crawling again..........................
Please return me again to my home.