Blue Drops

It rained hard day in and day out.........
I searched her again in my sky-
Flooded are my senses with her leaving grief.
Last night I saw her again in my dreams,
may be for last time I want to hold her still she screams.

Abstract thoughts,mild touch,sleepy eyes all for you-
come back again in my red heart shedding warmth from your fiery view.
Sky outside my sweet home are turning dark again ,
Just hoping against hope this time blue drops from them don't give me parting pain.

Treat this not as a poem but abstract words tested in some rhythm.